WHY?

I know I analyze more than it’s share 

Not because I don’t care 

But because I kind of fear

Fear life that comes in many layers 

Today, my mother-in-law posted a picture 

A picture that spoke volumes of its fair 

Something that my late father-in-law did free of ostentation and flair. 

I wonder WHY life seems unfair 

WHY Allah’s friend gets left behind. 

While the worldly get more than their due share. 

WHY is it that some times those who hurt 

Get away with flirt, 

While those who fear get stuck because they care.

I may be wrong, my statement may be strong 

But he did yearn for help 

He did seek more and earned less

Learned more 

He was Allah’s friend for sure 

He made many cure 

With a pure soul 

Of no pomp, no fame, no unnecessary blame 

He died saying, “ I wish your grave is not even next to mine.” 

Is that fate for a wife that’s fine? 

I know NOT 

What you OUGHT and Know A LOT 

But I question WHY now 

Not when it was time to bow. 

Does she visit the village somehow.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Love vs. Ego - No Complain

No boundaries can define this emotion that intertwines.  It’s subjective to its many kinds.  It varies from time to time.  Sometimes it’s malignant,  And sometimes it’s benign.  It’s a feeling that ought to be unleashed.  I regret many things, Especially when I let my ego come in the way. Today was that day, SR 240 was already paid.  It wasn’t the money that I stole or waste. It was the moment that will never come again.  It was my children’s right, and I should have been more wise. But sometimes, just sometimes I think I’m vain.  Today was that day, that I stole their happiness away. I was in two boats, where I should have said it’s okay. But fear got to me yet again And I instead of acting in faith, surrendered to feared fate. The gate to regret, and guilt, and shame. What if their revision is not done? What if they mess up their exam tomorrow? What if this wasn’t done in the first place?  The what if game, didn’t allow me to live the ...
Read more

Righteousness

Humility. Honesty.  Integrity.  These are the qualities.  They bare no reward in mortality. But when the hammer hits the gong. They’ll be hit by the striking sword. That’s when the era will set the norm. The promised immortality will have them gone. Immoral are those who care no more.  For the righteous soul.  Or the hidden, promised goal.  Bribe is easy.  Strive is hard.  Journey is twisted,  Be it near or far.  Those who think they’re smart.  Don’t realize it’s nothing but a facade.  I notice your hardships, I know your ruthlessly received blast kicks. Fear not.  Be Strong!  Faith is a knot.  Fate will be caught.  Pun of words.  Play of ways. You should’ve by now mastered your sway.  Act it out.  Hold on to the ground.  What goes around, comes around.  Time will tell.  Who did compel.  That’s the reason you never fell.  Fell for fear,  Fell for bribe. Fell for v...
Read more

I Wonder

I am an analyst,  and that is all that I am.  I want to sit back and relax.  There are people,  who are always on the go,  And I don’t understand why can’t they go slow.  There is always something happening. They are always on a quest. On the other hand, I am at my best When I express. Express to myself in silence all alone.  Have you ever wondered:  “What did she ever want?” “How did she want to spend her life?” “What does happiness mean to her?”  And, I another victim of culture,  Set out to tick off my inherent checklist. A checklist I never created for myself.  ✅ Married ✅ Obedient  ✅ Responsible ✅ Educated ✅ Parenting  ✅ Supportive  ✅ Average Looking All I ever wanted was to be an author. Write my imaginations. Act like a bird. Soar high. FLY, touch the SKY. No cry! No try! Just fly. I still remember my father pushing me to live my dream. He used to say, “ You’ll get married yaar, what’s the hurry.” I bought time...
Read more