Soulmate

Sarim needs a bed.

Sarim needs a chair. 

I need the dishwasher fixed. 

I need some care. 

I know it’s tough for you. 

But you are a MAN, the larger part of the word ‘WO- MAN.’

WO

Without

WO

Warrant Officer

WO

Work Order

WO

Week Of 

Ever wondered what’s that for? 

A man was incomplete without a woman. 

So, God created her to complete the work order.

I got migraine, after I had a man

I got nervous breakdown, after I had a man

I got vertigo, after I had a man

I got pregnant, after I had a man

I got fat, after I had a man 

Because, it took more energy to make that man a HUMAN. 

A being who cares,

A being that never flares. 

A being that believes in our welfare.

Today, you have changed into who I’d embrace.

Today, I’m opening my secrecy doors,

For you alone. 

A diary I’d never share. 

Because I know you care.

And that is why we’re here. 


It took me long, to understand your flair. 

It took me long, to comprehend you are fair.

It took me long, to infer your air. 

It took me long, to analyze your state of affairs.

And today, today... I share with you what I always wanted to. 

I never wanted to be a doctor, it seemed far fetched.

I never wanted to be an engineer, numbers seemed a test.

I never wanted to be a teacher, I thought she was an avatar instead. 

But, I always wanted to be an author. 

For I thought I can penetrate the heart.

I knew. I have the art!

So, I am sharing my core; 

Not because I regret, or I am alone. 

As I mentioned earlier, I am neither unhappy 

Nor am I sad. I am none of that.

But I have had enough of who I don’t want to be. I’m tired of walking in a MASKED ME.

And wish to pursue who I’d like to be.



Eight years ago, I told you so.

Fate might have it, I had to carry the four.

Three of ours, and one me on my own. 

Why I need to continue, 

I don’t know? 

But every contract I did sign, 

Made me feel low, and I wanted to decline. 

It put me in a RUT, I abhor! 

Yet, another year we have scored.

What might happen, I don’t know?

All I know is...that life is too short,

To have a blot. 

A blot that never lets you spot.

Spot that’s beyond.

Beyond your wish.

Beyond your dream. 

I will be a happy soul. 

If I am let alone. 

To my reading corner, 

And my writing console. 




 



 




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